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the way. He slid the plastic off the bed and dumped the bits of wax into the garbage can. As he
worked, he kept an eye on Corey to make sure the man came down from the orgasm in a slow
and steady manner. If his lousy ex had taught him anything, it was how to treat a lover after play.
Where are the sheets? He gripped Corey s hand. You ll need a new sheet set. I ll put it
on while you shower then I ll join you.
Corey shrugged, one of the movements Loren loved. Sheets are in the hall closet right
around the corner. He remained on the edge of the bed until Loren returned with a fresh top
sheet in hand. Corey wandered into the bathroom with Loren right behind him. Neither of them
said a word. He turned the knob, starting the water. Steam billowed from behind the curtain.
Corey stepped into the shower, under the spray.
Give me a minute, and I ll be right in to help you. Loren gripped the back of Corey s
head and kissed him. Okay?
I won t keel over if you don t come right back. Mirth danced in Corey s eyes. I
appreciate it.
Loren rushed out of the room and removed the soiled top sheet. He bunched the fabric
then placed it on the worn armchair. Once he stretched the new sheet over the bed and replaced
the comforter, he returned to the bathroom. He stepped in behind Corey and marveled at the
moment they d shared. This wasn t a quickie or even a short affair. He and Corey had started
something much longer and messier. He pushed the thought aside. He d worry about the
complications later.
Without speaking, they exchanged kisses and soft caresses. When they finished washing
each other, Loren toweled Corey off then made sure he returned to the bed.
Loren stretched out beside Corey and sighed. He d never worked his muscles so hard in
his entire life not from sex anyway. Corey suited him. The quirks, the kinks, every moan and
whimper all turned Loren on. When he closed his eyes, he could see himself spending the rest of
his life with Corey.
But life with eyes shut wouldn t work. He needed to keep his options and his eyes wide
open. Whatever it was brewing between them needed to stay light and easy. Complicated was
out of the question. If the lust between them didn t dry up, their jobs would certainly push them
apart. His stomach soured. Christ. He d thought he could make a casual relationship work.
You do realize we are so fucked up. Loren rested his head on Corey s shoulder and
tried not to let his thoughts get the better of him.
Because we like kink?
Well, if Corey wanted to open the can of worms, Loren would dish them out. Taps and
Flash can t work together forever. He trailed his fingers over Corey s chest. The shine will
dull, and the deal will eventually end. Where s that going to leave us?
Corey sat up and reclined against the headboard. The sheet pooled around his hips,
outlining his flaccid cock. Look at it this way. Taps can still have the best PR man around. He
just happens to be fucking the crew chief for the seventy-two Flash Racing truck. So what?
I m supposed to associate with you, not date you.
Big deal. Corey shrugged.
For a guy who likes his freedom, you re doing a damned good job to keep us
connected.
Corey stared at him for a long time then sighed. Loren, I don t play around with
everyone. No one except you and the former boyfriend who got me hooked on wax play knows
about my various kinks. He slid down beside Loren and looked him in the eye. You re special
to me. I never thought I d say it, but you are. You make me rethink my aversion to commitment.
Hell, you aren t looking to have a boyfriend. I didn t think I was, but I am. I fell in love with you
in that fucked up love-at-first-sight kind of way, but it took getting to know you to make me
realize what I felt was real. You don t love me, and I m cool with that, but I love you.
Loren flopped onto his back and stared at the ceiling. He d been the one to jump into
commitment with both feet. Hearing Corey admit he cared made Loren s heart swell, but was he
willing to settle down again? Could he toss his heart out in the open to be abused when Corey
got tired of him? Part of him preferred having the apartment to himself and the quiet of being
alone. Make money and keep a stable home life without the drama of another person the plan
had suited him well once John passed. Sure, the money from Taps paid the bills, and his plan
was sound in theory, but the cash and the loneliness didn t make him happy. John had hurt him
on a cellular level. Would Corey?
The play session came to mind. Yes, they switched roles, but Corey had allowed himself
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